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Name: Nat
Birthday: 11/15/1985
Gender: Female


Interests: travelling, reading,music,dancing,languages,retail therapy, food, guys
Expertise: eating, talking+crapping+complaining, bumming around, the art of persuasion
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment


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MSN: nuttyalie@hotmail.com


Member Since: 2/11/2005

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Thursday, July 09, 2009

July 4, 2008

I guess I've never really said or showed  but you were one of the most talented guy by far I've ever dated. You were so gifted musically, something i could never ever lay my hands onto-not because i hate it but simply because i am not gifted like you are. You made me marveled  at your talent esp when playing the piano and guitar-the frown formed and the pressed lips when you are concentrating..it's so adorable. i remember last 4th of July, u took me over to your parents house-it was just amazing. Over at the party, lil did u know dt ur 'lil' performance was sooo brilliant and i wished you dedicated some songs to me. Of couse we were just friends at dt time. Nevertheless, I am appaled with the min amount of time, u could just just learn up a song and put on a performance. Simply awesome!

Often times i thought about us and how i feel sorry for how i treated it. i am so ever sorry for the way things have turned out but one thing i am glad is dt i had the chance to know you. You made me realized dt there is such thing as nice person, that there's prince charming to spoil them girls, and that guys do have their soft side too.

I would hope my own prince charming would treat me just like i know how u would treat  your own queen of the heart. i wish you the very best and i hope our path would cross again...

Yours truly


Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Bitter sweet memories~May 2006

Je Ne Regrette Rien

It was a bitter sweet 3 years with many spices in between

Love

Fights

Tears

Making-up

Tease

Cheat

Laughter

Lust

Differences

Forgiveness

the list goes on and on....

and finally..growing apart

it seems like we were apart for more than we were together...maybe that was one of the cause
nevertheless

never regret things that once made you smile






Wednesday, February 04, 2009

life is tooo short...cherish the ones around you

Life is too short
cherish every second you have
because...you may not know when is the last time you'll say goodbye

Love more
Hate less
Be patient with others
Cherish one another
Always remind the loved ones that they are being loved
Saying "I <3 you" may cost nothing, but it means something
There is a difference between 'love' and 'lve'...you mean the person you are saying to is not even worth the middle 'e'...then they may deserve someone who can appreciate them better.
it may not mean a thing to you, it means ALOT to others..


SIOm@r!! says (4:32 PM):
alright u got somethin to tell me cause am off to take bath for now..


secretly, silently, i wanted to scream..i have missed u sooooooooooo damn much

but instead...i replied

Natt Nutt Natt says (4:33 PM):
hmm go ahead then, i will talk to u later

good job Nat!! the past week felt like a month...i wish it progress faster...so that i can get on with life...

only a week has gone by.... :(


Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Not sure...

 

*Edited* 30/1/09
Not sure if I am doing the right thing...whichever path taken, it is made with a heavy heart.
Not sure if it's the best decision, it was for the best, at least for now
Not sure if I'll ever regret...only time will tell
Not sure how am I feeling, definitely fuzzy-numb-ish
Not sure what's next...hopefully He would lead me

man, i am not even religious...but at this point of time, i need to restore my faith in things...i needed the extra strength, the extra push.

I wanna believe that I can do it, that I can overcome this obstacle and become a better person...

I hope I can...


Sunday, January 18, 2009

Distractions

<3...that's him...

I'm at a crossroad again..not really, but there's definitely a distraction. Why? It's not that it is something happening but i am totally distracted. Distracted when you are not at sight. Distracted when you're there.

I don't understand...why is there a doubt even for one second? Doubts = problems? Am i what you want? Are you what i want?

I wish i never met you. Not true..maybe it could be better if we met at a different time or situation.


Things to settle
Dreams to chase

I need a time out...indefinitely.





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